Falling Behind

It’s February 19th and that means that some of us who started reading the Bible with good intentions either on our own in January or together with the church on February 1 have fallen behind. Me too.

My Bible reading practice this winter has actually been a Bible listening practice. Each evening when I walk the dog, I pop in earbuds and listen to Scripture. It was going really well. Then we had a stretch of cold weather that made the dog and I both quite happy to stay inside and I began to fall behind. When I look at my plan I no longer see a satisfying chain of check marks, but a disturbing gap. As we fall off the pace the task in front of us seems to grow to the point where we conclude that we’ll never make it, but you can make it. If you’re going to make it you need to do something really simple– pick up where you left off. If necessary, do it over and over again and eventually you’ll have read through the entire Bible! I think you’ll be glad you did.

You can find resources to guide you through the Bible under the Bible Project tab on this website and at bibleproject.com.

Romans 4

Sin is the predicament of all humanity. To modern ears this does not sound like much of a predicament. It seems to us that there are bigger fish to fry: environmental degradation, war, disease, and hunger. In comparison to these things, occasionally transgressing a religious boundary doesn’t warrant much concern, but this misunderstands sin. Sin, Rudolf Bultman said, is the act of cutting oneself off from the revelation that calls all worldly security into question and opens up another security. I think he’s right, sin is the determination that we we need not seek our security in God because we can find other sources of that security, or even craft our own security. Sin is always putting ourselves in the place of God. This is what happens on the opening pages of the Bible– humanity rejects God’s plan and devices their own. In Romans 1, Paul makes the case that one of the ways God judges our sin is by allowing us to continue on this path of rejection, yet he also offers a solution. “We are,’ Paul writes in Romans 3, “justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Jesus.” This solution to the foundational problem of sin comes about through faith (Romans 3:28). 

Though this is without a doubt good news for the whole Roman church and for us, it was also deeply unsettling to many in the church that first read this letter. Many of those believers were Jews, and Paul’s insistence that one was justified by faith called their understanding of themselves into question. If Jews and Gentiles stand before God on the same basis these Jewish believers needed to rethink where they fit into the story and where they fit into the world. The very questions that Paul raises in 3:1, 9, 27 and 4:1 are the kinds of questions they wanted answered. “What advantage has the Jew?” “Are we Jews any better off?” “What becomes of our boasting?” “What then shall we way was gained by Abraham, our forefather according to the flesh?” These questions all arise out of a concern that Paul is taking away their election and advantage by erasing the important boundary markers between who is in and who is out. 

In chapter 4 Paul answers their question by retelling the story of Abraham with careful attention to its chronology. Abraham did not place God in a corner so that the Creator of the universe owed him something because of his outstanding righteousness. Instead God in his grace called Abraham, and Abraham responded in faith. The circumcision that followed is not a work which must be done to win God’s favour, but a sign of faith in his call and promises. This means that it is faith and not works which stands at the heart of the Abraham story. Faith is foundational. So Abraham is the father of all who believe like him, whether they are circumcised like him or not. This draws the Jews and Gentiles in the Roman church together into one people and one family with a shared history.

It is important to note the way that Paul answers the question about advantage. He turns to Scripture not as a set of rules that address every particular situation, but as story that gives identity to those who acknowledge it to be the true story about history. The story gives believers a sense of who they are; that is, people of faith like Abraham. There were plenty of reasons for Abraham not to believe. He was old. He had a history of personal failure, yet he continued to believe. Faith is not easy. Sometimes it will be incredibly difficult and we will find ourselves in hope believing against hope (4:18). This kind of faith that clings to God in the midst of doubt and uncertainty is what God is looking for. This is a steadfast refusal to find our security in anything that the world offers and and an insistence that God alone is the source of our security. 

Bible Reading and Chocolate

As a church we are setting out to read through Scripture together.  From time to time I’ll share an encouragement or two to keep us going.  Today, as we set out to read the Bible together, I’d like you to consider how chocolate might make you a more faithful reader!

Last spring my family and I bought a dog.  Since then I have been working with him, first on basic obedience, then step by step on more advanced skills: marking, marking in cover, lining memories and eventually introducing him to gunfire.  It has been both a rewarding and a frustrating experience.  Somedays he charges so hard and so straight on a long retrieve that when he places the retrieving dummy in my hand, I toss it high in the air and whoop with joy.  Other days I mutter under my breath that I would leave him right there on the training grounds if I hadn’t paid the veterinarian to implant a microchip that identifies him as mine.  Along the way, I have noticed something significant– when he has confidence in what he is doing the task itself becomes the reward.  The best reward for a retriever, is retrieving.  But, getting there takes time… and hotdogs.  In the early stages of a new skill when he is uncertain and lacks confidence a sliver of processed meat can make a big difference.  A small treat lets him know he is doing the right thing and and makes training enjoyable.  

In a series of posts at the Urban Sanctuary Len Thompson reminds us that for many, Bible reading is not an enjoyable experience.  We often approach Scripture with the baggage of duty and obligation, and a weighty sense of guilt because we have not been living up to our duty and obligation.  All of this makes the experience unenjoyable, and we tend to avoid unenjoyable tasks; resulting in even less enjoyment the next time we read, because we have even more guilt. Our lack of faithful Bible reading can become a vicious cycle.   I’d like to make a modest proposal. First, lay the guilt aside. There is nothing to be gained by beating yourself up for previous failed attempts. Simply pick up and start again, but this time try to make your Scripture reading time enjoyable.  One of the best spiritual disciplines you could adopt might be to read Scripture while you drink a great cup of coffee or enjoy a bit of really good chocolate.  At first you might find yourself just reading for the coffee or the chocolate.  That’s fine. In fact, I think it is a better motivation than trying to wrestle your guilt into submission. Over time you might find that something significant happens; like my bounding Labrador pup the activity itself becomes the reward.  

Romans 3:21-31

Imagine yourself for a moment as a part of the church in Rome. This church, which is scattered throughout some of the cities more densely populated and poorer neighbourhoods is composed of a wild mix of people. There is however, one dividing line that matters more than all the other. That is, of course, the line between Jews and Gentiles. If you are to imagine yourself as part of the early Roman church you have to imagine which side of the line you might be standing on. Perhaps you are a part of that group that we– and Paul, have called the strong. You have a Gentile background. You knew nothing of this Jewish law but, despite your ignorance Paul has said that you are guilty. Perhaps you knew nothing of the Law, but you did know something of God and what he required of you. You ignored this knowledge of God.  You stuffed his revelation down; you worshiped idols, and you sinned with gusto.  You he says, “are without excuse” (1:20). Perhaps, you can imagine yourself as a Jew, you bear the mark of belonging to the people of God– you have been circumcised.  You know the Law. In fact, you know it very well. Paul says that you also have “no excuse” (2:1).  Scripture itself tells you that though you have the law, you sin against God. Now you– sinner that you are, stand before God.  What do you say to him?  On what ground do you dare to stand in his presence? The answer if we’ve been paying attention is nothing. Paul has prepared his readers and us to stand speechless before God and hear the good news.  No human effort can solve our desperate situation, “but now” he writes in verse 21.  But now, God has done something that we could not do.  

What God has done is “reveal his righteousness.” There is a connection between what God has done in 3:21– revealing his righteousness and us in 3:24- we are justified.  Righteousness and justified don’t sound much the same but, the Greek that stands behind them connects the words. God shows his just character by justifying us.  This word is borrowed from the courts. A pardon cancels the penalty. Justification is bigger. It means that a person is reinstated in God’s favour and fellowship.  Both factions in the Roman church– in fact, all of humanity can only stand before God on account of one thing– what God has done for us! 

The way that God has justified us demonstrates that he is just. God does not just ignore human sin. Sin cannot simply be ignored because there is always a cost involved. Through Christ’s sacrifice he pays the price for our sin. If I were to borrow a friends truck and rather than driving it responsibly as I should, I choose to be reckless. I drive out of the parking lot as fast as it will go. The vehicle fishtails at the first corner and slides into a yield sign putting a dent in the passenger door. That is going to cost somebody something. Either my friend or I must pay the cost of having the truck repaired. In a similar way someone must pay the price of our sin.  To ignore it would be unjust.  It would be akin to God saying, “It’s no big deal.” Of course, my friend might say something like this if I dent his truck but, what if in my recklessness I ran over his puppy… or his grandmother?  The point is that we all recognize that it is not just to respond to sin with “it’s no big deal.” Sin is a big deal. Because sin is a big deal the price must be paid. God in Christ has paid that price.  

Christ’s death on the cross is “propitiation.”  Propitiation is a sacrifice that appeases one’s anger.  Which is an unpopular way to think of God but, remember that God’s anger is not capricious.  His anger is not about him being irritated or annoyed because we chew to loud, or listen to country music.  His anger is his righteous and settled opposition to evil.  At the cross his just wrath against sin is turned aside by his grace.  Three times Paul writes that people engage this grace through faith (22, 25, 26).  

It is in other words, not by works we are saved but, by faith.  Salvation is not cooperation between God and us.  It is not a deal in which God says, I’ll give you the cross and you give me faith.  Salvation is entirely about what God has done.  Our faith is simply receiving the gift that he is offering (25). 

Now we have to turn to a great question, what becomes of our boasting? If people did something in order to be saved they would have grounds for boasting.  “I am circumcised.”  “I am wise and teach the foolish.” “I have obeyed the law.” But salvation is a gift received by faith. If somebody gave you a spectacular gift– something beyond anything you deserve or could have earned on your own.  You wouldn’t (or at least you shouldn’t!) go around boasting about yourself. You were not given the gift because you are smart, or good looking, or hardworking.  You were given the gift because the giver is generous. This is salvation. It was given to you because the giver is good and gracious, and generous beyond measure.  So any boasting is excluded; not because it is against the rules, but because it is unbecoming of one who has been saved by the work of another (3:27). The one God has saved all in one way- through the sacrifice of Christ.  Paul anticipates an argument that has been lobbed at him before.  It goes something like this– “Well, if that’s the way it works then you probably run around, breaking the law!” “No!’ Paul say, “we uphold the law.  

So in this last paragraph of Romans 3 Paul has told us three things that naturally emerge out of the good news that we are saved by faith.  First, we do not boast because we have done nothing to earn our salvation.  Second, we live together in unity with others because we have all been saved in exactly the same way and finally, we uphold the law.  That is, we do what is right in the eyes of God.

Romans 3:1-20

My family and I arrived here in Melville close to nine years ago.  Having been raised on a farm, I had a pretty good idea of what we were getting ourselves into, but there were still moments that reminded us that life in a small community was different than the one we had grown accustomed to in Edmonton.  There was the time we ran out of paint on Saturday evening and realized that the project would have to stand idle until Monday morning. What can you do but shrug and acknowledge that things are different here?  There was the first Friday evening I spent with the youth.  I had taught them one of my favourite games– “swat” and I was watching everyone running around in a kind of organized chaos trying to swat with or avoid being swatted by a two foot length of pool noodle, when I noticed that one of the boys was wearing a knife on his belt.  In Edmonton this would have at the very least thrown the whole group into confusion, but here? No one batted an eye.  What can you do, but smile and acknowledge that things are different here?  Then there was the simple act of walking somewhere.  A considerable amount of the Kindergarten curriculum at my daughter’s school in Edmonton was focused on safety.  The unit on traffic safety culminated in a trip to “Safety Town” where kids could practice what they had learned in a built to scale town. Though I was a parent chaperone, I soon discovered I wasn’t much help. Each time we crossed a miniature street the kids had to correct me because I wasn’t doing it right.  Crossing the street was no longer a simple matter of looking left, right and left again.  There were about fourteen steps that had to be followed.  Then we came to Melville and there aren’t even sidewalks! Our daughter fell into a tearful panic whenever we walked somewhere.  One day she finally shouted that we were making her walk in the middle of the road where she could get hit by a car and die.  What can you, but smile and acknowledge that things are different here?  Then there was the Sunday School class that talked about their favourite animals and a six year old angelic blond girl announced that her favourite animal was a coyote and that she had shot one with her dad.  My daughter’s eyes grew wide as saucers.  What can you do, but shrug and acknowledge that things are different here?  

Whether we take time to think about it or not we are, each one of us, shaped by the places from which we come.  That shaping, those patterns of thinking and behaviour mark us as belonging to a particular place or a particular people. They are in ways big and small, a part of our identity.  These boundary markers– our particular way of thinking and doing mark us out as belonging to a particular group.  Paul spends much of Romans 1 and 2 dismantling some of the most important boundary markers in the first century.  In a dramatic conclusion to those chapters Paul– a jew by birth and a pharisee by training, writes that even the most fundamental mark of Jewishness can no longer bear the weight that some would have it carry.  “For no one is a Jew who is merely one outwardly, nor is circumcision outward and physical.  But a Jew is one inwardly, and circumcision is a matter of the heart, by the Spirit, not by the letter.  His praise is not from man but from God” (Romans 2:28-29)

This may not seem like a particularly big deal to you, but to Paul’s first readers it was a huge deal.  What Paul is talking about is not simply cultural identity in the way that you might think of yourself as Ukrainian, South African, Filipino, or Dutch. He is talking about what marked his Jewish people as having a particular place in God’s plans for history. Perhaps you could express it something like this– history does not unfold on the first pages of Genesis so much as it explodes.  It moves from creation to murder, from paradise to exile, from togetherness to loneliness.  Then out of the frayed bits of history God calls Abraham. “Go from your country and your kindred and your father’s house to the land that I will show you.  And I will make of you a great nation, and I will bless you and make your name great, so that you will be a blessing.  I will bless those who bless you and make your name great, so that you will be a blessing. I will bless those who bless you, and him who dishonours you I will curse, and in you all the families of the earth shall be blessed” (Genesis 12:1-3).  As this story of Abraham continues to unfold on the pages of Scripture it becomes increasingly clear that to be bound to Abraham is to be bound to what God is doing in the world.  Then in the New Testament Paul sits down in the midst of the Roman congregation and begins to work at this idea like a tangled rope.  He pulls at things a little bit here, and a little bit there, and then finally in one dramatic phrase, “For no one is a Jew who is merely one outwardly, nor is circumcision outward and physical.  But a Jew is one inwardly, and circumcision is a matter of the heart, by the Spirit, not by the letter.  His praise is not from man but from God” it all comes undone.  One must no longer be tied to Abraham in order to be bound to what God is doing in the world.  Or it would be better to say, one must no longer be tied to Abraham in the ways once thought, in order to be bound to what God is doing in the world.  

For those familiar with the Biblical narrative the problem is quite obvious.  Paul hasn’t just untangled a theological knot– he has unravelled the entire sweater.  He has wiped away everything that the story seemed to be about, and in doing so he has brought the faithfulness of God into question.  As though the God who covenanted with Abraham might do one thing today and something altogether different tomorrow. As if the faithful God might simply switch horses on a whim. 

Decades have passed between Paul’s encounter with Jesus on the Damascus Road and the writing of this letter to the Romans.  In those years Paul has wrestled with this very dilemma– not only personally, but also in the midst of real life ministry.  He has faced the questions before and so he does not hesitate to share his answer with the Romans.  

The question that has been raised by Paul’s picking at a theological knot is asked in the first verse of chapter 3, “then what advantage has the Jew?” It’s asked again in verse 9, “What then are we Jews any better off?” Again in verse 27, “Then what becomes of our boasting?” And again at the beginning of chapter 4, “What then shall we say was gained by Abraham, our forefather according to the the flesh?”  These are all versions of the same question, “Paul, if what you say is true, and it really doesn’t matter whether one is outwardly Jewish or not then what are we to make of the story of Abraham and Israel and the kings and the exile and the hope for a Messiah?  Has God simply abandoned that story and if he has then how can we know that he can be trusted?”  The passage is difficult not least because though Paul’s answer to this fundamental underlying question never changes, his answer to the surface question about the advantage of the Jew does.  In verse 2 the answer is “Much in every way.”  In verse 9 it is “No, not at all.”  Let’s take a moment then to consider what Paul means when he says both yes and no. 

In verse 2 he answers the question with a definitive “yes.”  It is not simply that the Jew has an advantage, but that that advantage is “much in every way.”  For, he says, “the Jews were entrusted with the oracles of God.”  With that explanation he has veered into territory that is unexpected to us, and I expect, to his first readers as well.  When we think of advantage our thoughts turn immediately to privilege. For us advantage is about skipping to the front of the line, enjoying a discount and getting the best seat at the table. If God is faithful then there must be some perks to being among his chosen people.   Paul has something different in mind.  Not privilege, but responsibility.  “The Jews were entrusted with the oracles of God.”  This may feel like a bit of sleight of hand. Perhaps Paul sounds to you like a parent telling his child “You don’t have to wash the dishes, you get to wash the dishes.”  But, don’t dismiss Paul’s idea as nonsense without considering the economy of God. How many times have you found that serving God is a privilege and honour?  How many times have you set out to pass on some blessing and found yourself blessed beyond measure in return?  I have so frequently found this to be the case that my most honest description of pastoral work is to say simply that it is to have a front row seat to watch God at work. In God’s economy responsibility and advantage sit side by side.  

Of course, when Paul thinks of the particular Jewish responsibility– being entrusted with the oracles of God, he quickly comes to the conclusion that this responsibility has not been carried particularly well.  In fact, judging by the pages of the Old Testament if there was one word to describe his people, Paul thinks that faithless would work pretty well.  Yet, their faithlessness only serves to highlight the faithfulness of God in bringing his plans to pass.  God is faithful and he can be counted on at this point in history, precisely because he has proven himself faithful at every other point in history.  

“Alright then,” somebody in Rome wants to ask, “If God is faithful and if there is advantage for the Jew, then why all that stuff in chapter 1 and 2 about ‘circumcision as a matter of the heart?’”  Paul’s response is to ask the question again, “What then? Are we Jews any better off?”  Only this time rather than answering it with a resounding “Yes” as he did in verse 2 he responds with a firm “No.”  Yes, the Jew has an advantage in terms of responsibility- he has been entrusted with the oracles of God but, no the Jew has no advantage in terms of salvation.  Because both Jews and Greeks are “under sin.”  He challenges his Jewish readers to look at their own Scriptures.  Their prophets do no praise their morality, but instead declare to them their sin.  

How many of us have looked back at our own personal histories, sometimes with some sense of embarrassment about the choice we made and then looking for solace said something like “we did the best we could with what we knew” or “if we had known better we would have done better.”  I do believe that Paul would say that when we talk in such ways we just may be giving ourselves a little too much credit. There is often a wide gap between knowing the right thing to do and doing the right thing.  Those who have been entrusted with the oracles of God, do not always do what the oracles of God require of them or “through the law comes knowledge of sin.”  The law has incredible power to diagnose the human problem, but everyone knows that diagnosis and cure are two very different things.  The law gives us language to describe the sickness, but it offers no cure.  

Both Jews and Greeks remain under sin.  I suspect that to many of us “sin” sounds like a rather flaccid diagnosis of the problem.  It is the kind of thing that grandmother’s worry about, but not us.  Sin is a word for moralizers looking to label the behaviour of others, but it does not seem to us to be a real problem.  Sin is a religious word.  It is not a word for the real world.  

D. A. Carson relates the story of an American woman who took a significant step towards faith while she was in Papua New Guinea.  Just before she left a priest who was due to retire and return to the states was arrested for paedophilia. He had abused more than two hundred boys.  

For some reason, out of all that the woman– who held a PhD in journalism, had seen in the world, this story story grabbed her.  She started thinking of all the damage done to the boys… and their marriages… and their families.  She started thinking of the way that abused people frequently become abusers, and began to wonder where it all ends. Shaken by this she shared with a Christian friend who asked her simply, “Was it wicked?” That was a difficult question for the woman to answer than you might expect.  “Well, probably this priest was himself abused by someone; probably he’s a victim himself.  There are reasons why people do these things.”  Her friend replied, “Sin has social dynamics that affect other people, I’m not asking you to explain why this man did certain things; the question is, the things that he did, were they wicked?” 

She didn’t want to give an answer because the didn’t want to judge anyone, yet she couldn’t escape the question.  It grabbed her and would not let her go.  Was it wicked?   She actually lay awake thinking about it.  It distracted her constantly. She woke up one night with the question bouncing around in her head, she stared out the window of her kitchen unable to say either yes or no.  Finally, she said in a burst of intensity, “This was wicked.  This was evil.”  Then it dawned on her.  We do not all stand or fall based on our own categories. There is a category for wicked and she must now ask where she fits in.  (This story is found in Michael Bird’s commentary on Romans in The Story of God Bible Commentary)

There is a moral universe and we must ask the question of where we sit within it.  Paul’s message is that we are adrift in a sea of evil and that we act as seafaring marauders.  Evil is not limited to dictators. murderers and molesters.  Evil lurks within our own hears and minds and finds expression in our own bodies.  What we need, Paul says is something far more than rules and regulation, what we need is redemption and renewal.  In this no one has an advantage.  

Romans 2:12-29

One of the recurring themes in the Psalms (2, 22) and the prophets (Isaiah 2, 9, 11, 42) is that when the rightful King of Israel comes all the nations will stream towards Israel’s light.  The early church believed that Jesus was this rightful king– the Messiah, and that the good news of his enthronement was therefore good news for Israel and the nations.  Bit by bit on the pages of the New Testament we see the unfolding of these ancient prophecies.  The nations do indeed come streaming towards Israel’s King Jesus.  This is joyous, good news, but as you have already encountered in the letter to the Romans it is often difficult for the church to live according to this good news.  It is much easier to maintain the old division between Israel and the nations than to live into this new reality.  Paul, who has himself been transformed through encounter with King Jesus is determined not to let the old division be upheld.  Throughout his ministry he works carefully and boldly to hold these two groups together, or better, to help them see that they are now part of one kingdom with one king.  He will not idly watch the church fracture because a fracture– particularly one along the Jew- Gentile border, demonstrates a misunderstanding of the nature of the gospel.  It demonstrates that believers have not committed fully to Jesus as king.  

Some of that careful work to break down the wall along the Jew- Gentile border is done in Romans 2:12-29.  In these verse Paul demonstrates that no one should point to “the law” as a force that separates Jews and Gentiles.  He does this in a number of ways.  I have previously noted that there was for many first century Jews a stereotyped picture of gentiles.  Paul sharpens this picture to a point in Romans chapter 1.  “They are full of envy, murder, strife, deceit, maliciousness….”  He hurls one descriptor after another compiling a long list of gentile sins.  After springing the trap on part of his readership in the first half of chapter 2 he goes on to demonstrate in the second half that the stereotype doesn’t hold.  Sometimes these gentiles who know nothing of God or his law do what is right.  The very same people who Paul’s Jewish readers might have hung with the labels of chapter 1 do “by nature what the law requires.”  The people who they imagine to be gossips, slanders, haters of God, and insolent, do what is right in the eyes of God.  That they would do so is clear evidence that God has sown his truth promiscuously.  Somehow in his grace, even those who do not know the law do what is right.  If this is true, then the law cannot serve as a boundary marker between Jews and gentiles. But, Paul’s not done yet.  There is another side to this coin.  

The gentiles who do not have the law are, as a result of their God shaped conscience, obedient to the law.  The Jews who do have the law are occasionally disobedient to it.  The law, especially in light of what Christ has accomplished cannot be faithfully maintained as a barrier between the peoples.  Paul drives home his point about Jewish disobedience with a series of questions.  “While you preach against stealing, do you steal?  You who say that one must not commit adultery, do you commit adultery? You who abhor idols, do you rob temples?”  It doesn’t take much imagination to picture the response of at least some in the Roman congregations as they heard these words read out loud.  They sniffed in righteous indignation and said things like; “Of course, I don’t steal,” and “I’m no adulterer.”  Accusations like the those that Paul has just launched need to be backed up.  Perhaps he could have responded with some investigative reporting.  He could have dug into the past in an effort to find some dirt.  Inspired by Jesus’ words in the Sermon on the Mount he could have shown those who claimed not to have done these things that they have in fact sinned by daydreaming and plotting about them.  Paul adopts neither of these approaches.  Instead he turns to Scripture and quotes a passage that is about Israel. “‘Now therefore what have I here,’ declares the Lord, ‘seeing that my people are taken away for nothing? Their rulers wail,’ declares the Lord, ‘and continually all the day my name is despised” (Isaiah 52:5 cf Ezekiel 36:20).  The Old Testament prophets demonstrate exactly the point that Paul has been making.  Those who have the law break the law, and by their disobedience they bring God’s name into disrepute.  

The external standard of the law cannot serve as a marker of God’s people because much deeper transformation is needed.  What all believers, of all backgrounds need is the inward work of the Spirit that accomplishes the circumcision of the heart.  

Romans 1:16-2:11

C.S. Lewis once said that we are  like children who insist on making mud pies in the alley because we cannot comprehend the offer of a holiday by the sea.  The idea seems ridiculous until you stand in your garage and consider the precious time that you traded for the stuff that hangs on hooks, clutters shelves and lays scattered on the floor.  How many evenings did you work late to pay for something that you won’t be able to give away at your next garage sale?  You laboured hours for things that you will one day be glad to be rid of.  This is only one symptom of a larger human problem.  The man in one of Jesus’ parables sold all that he had so that he might lay claim to a treasure of inestimable value.  We will give up things of inestimable value for all manner of shiny stuff.  If we are paying attention, the great exchange that Paul describes in Romans 1 sounds awfully familiar.  

He describes people who have seen the glory of God choosing to not only let it go, but to trade it in for shame.  This great exchange begins with a fundamental reality.  Paul makes the unblinking claim that God is revelational.  Yes, Scripture speaks of times when God seems to be far off or even when he hides himself, but these are the exceptions that prove the rule.  It is not in God’s nature to retreat to his room.  He takes centre stage.  He is revelational– constantly seeking to make himself known.  The heavens declare his glory and the sky proclaims his handiwork.  Day to day pours out speech, and night to night reveals knowledge.  His people are to shine his light among the nations.  As the kids say, God flexes.  All.  The. Time.  Paul would be disturbed by Christian spirituality that removes experience of God to a quiet time and a prayer because God is to be seen everywhere!  Since the beginning of creation the heavens and depths, the mountains and plains have been thumping out a message, “Our creator is glorious! Oh, he is so glorious!”  The message is so loud and clear that people are without excuse for what happens next, and what happens next would be unbelievable if it weren’t so familiar.  People– a specific group of people to whom Paul refers with the third person “they,” take this glory and trade it in for something less.  The truth of God for a lie.  Worship for idolatry.  Something greater for something less.

The consequences of this great exchange are devastating.  God is remember, revelatory by nature, and when people reject the revelation of his glory, he responds by revealing his wrath.  That’s an uncomfortable idea for us.  The “wrath of God.”  Maybe in some place and time people were comfortable talking about the wrath of God.  Maybe the Biblical prophets.  Maybe the old time preachers who would leave their congregations fearful and weeping.  Maybe, but probably not.  I don’t think that people have ever been particularly comfortable talking about the wrath of God, but there is one trick that makes the concept of God’s wrath more palatable.  The trick is as old as time, and it is as simple as it gets.  When you talk about the wrath of God it is best to talk about other people.  If you’re an Israelite talk about the Philistines.  If you’re a preacher talk about the sinner squirming on the front bench.  If you’re a Christian talk about “the world.”  If you make use of this trick you will suddenly find that talking about the wrath of God is a lot more comfortable and on occasion– even fun!

This is the very practice that Paul engages in here in Romans 1.  Who is the wrath of God revealed against?  Them.  Why?  Because they participated in the great exchange of God’s glory for shame, of truth for a lie and now they must face the consequence of their sin.  Look over the second half of chapter one and begin to count up the the “theys,” the “theirs” and the “thems.”  So, who are they?  Who is this deviant group of people?  Most importantly “they are not us,” but there’s more to it than that.  Everybody in Paul’s audience knew exactly who he was talking about.  It’s the gentiles!  It’s the gentiles who have rejected God.  It’s the gentiles who worship idols.  It’s the gentiles who have given up the truth of God for a lie!  For at least a portion of the Roman congregations the finger is pointing comfortably outward.  God’s wrath is for them.

From this comfortable distance, let’s take a moment to examine God’s wrath because it does not seem to work the way that we might expect. There are no lightning bolts. People do not being to smoulder.  Instead we read repeatedly, “God gave them up.”  This is the way Paul describes the wrath of God, but what does it mean?  There is some debate about this phrase.  It could be passive.  God has been holding onto a boat and now he simply lets go of the rope and lets the boat drift down stream.  It could be active.  God pushes the boat out into the stream and maybe knocks a hole in the bottom before he does so.  What is clear is what God gives them up to– sin.  This should disrupt our understanding of sin.  It is not something that people get away with until they are eventually caught and have to pay the piper.  Sin can be a punishment for sin.  This is not as counterintuitive as it might seem.  Imagine one who frequently blows his top.  His day are often punctuated by red faced, spittle flying shouting.  His rage is no doubt miserable for everybody around him.  It is also miserable for him.  The more he tries to use his anger to control other people, the more he finds his anger is controlling him.  And the less he experiences peace.  Or you might imagine someone who cannot control his lusts.  The more he gives in, the less control he has, the greater his enslavement. And, the less his satisfaction.  The scenario plays itself out with anyone of a multitude of sins.  Could there be anything worse than being allowed to continue in sin?  Anything more terrifying than God giving us up?

Of course, neither of these are the examples to which Paul turns.  Instead he chooses something that fits his argument more closely, but seems horribly out of step for us.  Those who participate in the great exchange of God’s glory for shame are handed over to a similar exchange of what Paul calls natural for unnatural relations.  Various attempts have been made to make Paul’s words here more palatable to us.  The first is to suggest that Paul is condemning clearly abusive practices.  The second is that Paul knew nothing of the kind of loving, committed relationships we see today.  The third option hangs on the use of the phrase “contrary to nature.”  Perhaps what Paul is describing is people who behave contrary to their own nature.  As in straight men who for some reason or another behave as gay men.  Each of these attempts to make the example Paul chooses more palatable to us fail for their own reasons.  Paul had language to condemn abusive practices.  He did not use it.  There is a chronological arrogance in assuming that only now do we know of loving, committed same sex relationships.  Paul knew of these as well.  To make the phrase contrary to nature mean one’s own nature and not the created order is to twist its meaning.  The most honest approach is simply to say that Paul does not know what he is talking about.  He is an ancient man, writing of ancient standards and his views here can be safely disregarded.  My view of Scripture prevents me from doing this, but at least it does not try to make Paul say something he is not saying.

We must acknowledge that the finger that was comfortably pointing outward– at them is for some of us at least a little closer to home.  When Paul begins to talk about sexuality he is– if not for his original audience, for us at least, talking about people we know.  He is talking about our classmates, neighbours, friends, sons and daughters.  He is talking about us.  This makes the conversation more difficult!  So, before we go any further, a word needs to be said.  Near the end of this same letter Paul writes, “Therefore welcome one another as Christ has welcomed you.”  In the grander context of the book of Romans what Paul is saying is something along these lines– Christ welcomed you when you had nothing to offer him.  He welcomed you when you were far off, weak, and sinful.  Now, you treat each other with that same generous hospitality.  What broken sinners of all shapes and sizes and orientations need is a community of welcoming.  In fact, they need more than that.  They need to experience Christ’s welcome.  God forgive us for falling short of that and help us to continue to become that community of welcome.  

I am, at this point stepping quite gingerly.  Which is, a problem because Paul doesn’t want, or expect his readers to be cautious.  He expects that some of them at least will be in a frenzy, angrily (or perhaps gleefully?) pointing their fingers outwards at them.  They are are filled with all manner of unrighteousness.  They are evil.  They are full of envy.  On an on the list goes.    There are 20 descriptors of them (verses 28-32).  Paul has done everything but invite us to stand on a street corner with a sandwich board sign and a megaphone announcing that they are all sinners.  

Just when we’re good angry about all of them, we turn the page and read the second chapter.  “Therefore you have no excuse, O man, every one of you who judges.”  That change in pronoun from they to you is the sound of the trap snapping shut.  By prompting his reader to condemn others he has challenged them to condemn sin– and by condemning sin to condemn themselves.  “You do the very same things.”  We shouldn’t put too much weight on the phrase ‘the very same things.’  The trap Paul has set is not dependent on his readers committing the exact same sins in the exact same ways as those they are condemning.  It is, nonetheless, an astute observation about human nature, isn’t it?  Sometimes those who make the loudest judgements, are guilty of the very thing they condemn in others.  The university president who proclaims himself the leader of a moral majority, is felled by a sex scandal.  The politician who condemns tax evasion, has for years evaded paying his own taxes.  But there I go again using the wrong pronoun.  Condemning them and forgetting that I am condemning myself in the process.  It happens all the time.  The sins I most loudly condemn in my children are often the very ones I have shown them how to commit.  The specks I see in the eyes of others are often made of the same stuff as the beam protruding from my own eye.  Publicly and privately, Paul says all of our condemnations are judgements passed on ourselves.  It is tempting here to take Paul’s meaning as something like, “We’re all sinners so don’t judge anybody,” but that cuts the heart of what he is saying.  Sin is real and its effects are catastrophic.  It cannot just be ignored with a shrug and the pronouncement that “We are all sinners.”  We are facing a huge problem.  We have rejected God and chosen a lie. We are sinking ever deeper into that lie.  The solution is not simply to greet the problem with an everybody does it shrug.  To do so would be to “presume on the riches of God’s kindness.”  Instead we are to repent.  

This may all sound rather familiar, but it makes a radical difference to the kind of community that the church is.  Too often the church becomes a community that looks out at the world and says, “Oh what a mess!  They really should repent.”  I believe Paul would tell us that every time we say that we should be reminded to us look inward.  There we will see that we should repent as well– or better first.  Recognizing that the gap between they and us is not nearly so wide as we like to pretend, we are to lead the way in fearless repentance.  We are called under the grace and kindness of God to acknowledge our sin and turn from it.  

Romans 1:7-15

There are– as far as I know, two ways to become indebted to someone.  The first, and most obvious is to borrow from them.  If Thomas loans you ten dollars for lunch, you are in his debt and will likely make some reasonable effort to repay that debt.  The second way is to possess something that belongs to another.  If I give you ten dollars with the expectation that you are to going to give it to Thomas, you are no less indebted to Thomas than if he had just bought you lunch.  Knowing this you will certainly make some reasonable effort to pay what is owed.  Of course, if it was only ten dollars you might not go to great lengths to track Thomas down.  You would be content to hang onto the money until the next time you bumped into him.  What I mean to say is that you would not feel that the debt was an excessive burden.  But, what if I gave you one hundred dollars, or one thousand, or ten thousand?  As the amount of the debt increased your burden would as well.  So much so that you might well go to some rather extraordinary lengths in order to pass on to Thomas what I have given you in trust.  

As I have written previously, Paul’s encounter with Jesus was part conversion and part commission.  At the very same time as he came to faith in Christ, he received a call to take the name of Christ before gentiles, kings and the children of Israel.  Paul’s experience on the Damascus road makes him a follower of Jesus and puts him in debt to people like the Romans to whom he writes this letter.  Not because he owes them something out of his own pocket, but because like me giving you a ten dollar bill and asking you to pass it on, Jesus has given Paul the gospel and asked him to pass it on.  The magnitude of the gift that Paul has been asked to pass on compels him to go to some rather extraordinary lengths.  He cannot just sit on the gospel patiently waiting to share it with people when he bumps into them.  He travels the length and breadth of the Mediterranean attempting to pass on what has been given to him.  This is what he expresses when he writes, “I am under obligation both to Greeks and to barbarians, both to the wise and to the foolish.”  

It seems that Paul has been frustrated for sometime in his efforts to dispense with his debt towards the Romans.  As he writes the first chapter of his letter he knows that this long season of frustration– of wanting to do something, but being unable to do it, is about to come to an end.  He will at long last not only be able to share the gospel in the capital of the gentile world, but also to impart to the church in Rome some spiritual gift to strengthen them.

We might enter into ministry for any number of reasons– both good and bad, but no matter the ministry we are involved in, we will soon discover that there are few joys greater than seeing others strengthened in their faith.  There is a curious economy at work here, and it is precisely this economy that makes ministry so exciting.  The minister will often discover that the growth and strengthening that occurs is out of all proportion to the work which she did.  She planted a mustard seed and now there is a great tree with branches enough for the birds and their nests.  She mixed in a spoonful of leaven and now the dough is spilling out over the edges of the bowl.  Paul knew that it wasn’t always this way.  Some of the churches that he planted slid backwards from faith in Christ towards trust in the Law.  Some of the churches he planted threatened to splinter into smaller and smaller pieces.  But, he had seen the growth happen often enough that he believed it to be generally the case that if he sought to share some spiritual gift he would be rewarded by seeing growth in the lives fo those to whom he ministered.  He believed God to be faithful, and if Paul did his part he expected to see lives transformed.  Years of pastoral ministry have taught me that in times of discouragement– when we are all too aware of the work that is going in and the frustrations that we are experiencing, it is wise to look outwards.  Farmers walk their fields.  Cabinet makers run their hands over polished maple and oak.  Mechanics listen to the purr of a finely tuned engine.  Those engaged in gospel ministry step back and pray that God would give them eyes to see the trees that used to be mustard seeds.  

Ministry, of course is not a one way street.  It is not a matter of one person pouring everything in and then standing back to see what his labour has accomplished.  We are always ministered to as we minister.  Paul slams the brakes on one way ministry thinking.  Yes, he wants to strengthen the Romans, but he also knows that he will be strengthened by them.  There is no room for arrogance in the service of the gospel.  Jesus blessed the little children.  God chooses the least and the weak and the foolish to shame the wise.  No servant of the gospel– not even the apostle Paul, can claim to always give and never receive.  

A friend of mine was in the middle of a Sunday morning sermon when a thought hit him– that particular Sunday marked ten years since he began ministering to the congregation in front of him.  The thought hit him with such force that it knocked him momentarily off course. 

“Hey,’ he said, ‘I’ve been here ten years.  Isn’t that great?  I’ve been here ten years.”

The congregation responded with a smattering of applause.

“Ten years is a long time,’ he mused, ‘you know what needed to happed for me to say for ten years?”

The congregation waited patiently for his answer. 

“I needed to grow up!”

They had seen some of his growth and they responded with joyful laughter.

“Do you know what else needed to happen for me to stay ten years?”

Again they waited for his answer. 

“You needed to grow up!”

I don’t think either my friend or the church he served were thinking of Paul or the Romans in that moment, but they were rejoicing in the reality the Apostle describes.  We are mutually strengthened by each other.  Happy is the Christian who cares about others enough to strengthen them.  Happier still the one who recognizes that others might strengthen him as well.  

Romans 1:1-6

In a book entitled Disunity in Christ, Christena Cleveland writes of a discovery that is familiar to many Christians.  It doesn’t take long for us to learn that not everyone is a Christian in the same way that I am a Christian.  She says, 

“When I first began walking with Christ, I felt an immediate and authentic connection with any other Christian who crossed my path. Orthodox, Catholic, charismatic, Lutheran, evangelical, black, white, Asian– didn’t matter we were family… But as I walked with Jesus, somehow my “growth” had been coupled with increasingly stronger opinions about the “right” way to be a follower.  I started keeping people I didn’t enjoy or agree with at arm’s length.”

In straight forward prose she describes locating, categorizing and gracefully shunning those with whom she disagrees.  The practice is familiar to most of us.

When we read Paul’s letter to the Romans we are reading one of the most studied books in all of the Bible.  In this epistle the greatest theologian in the early church gives the church the fullest and clearest expression of what he believes, but don’t be fooled into thinking that Romans is simply a work of theology– an essay on the beliefs of Paul.  All theology– at least all good theology, is practical theology.  It gets down into the warp and the woof of our daily life.  The book of Romans is good, practical theology that gets down into the reality of life.  It is ecclesiology.  It is about the church.  It is to and about a real church, facing real problems.  It was delivered by the hand and in the voice of a real person– Phoebe.  The church that heard Phoebe deliver the letter was a mix of Jews and Gentiles but, the names of two groups that are more important to what is going on in the church quickly appear– the weak and the strong. 

Similarly to the church in Corinth (1 Corinthians 8) there is division around how the Roman church should live out faith, particularly in regard to eating and holidays (Romans 14).  One group keeps kosher and the other does not.  One group observes certain religious holidays the other does not.  One group is likely tempted towards acts of political rebellion.  As is always the case when divisions arise part of the church in Rome wants to locate, categorize and gracefully (or perhaps ungracefully!) shun the other part.  Sound familiar?  Paul calls the group that doesn’t keep kosher the strong and the others the weak.  Surprisingly Paul is quite comfortable with the some rather deep disagreements in the church.  He never really works at convincing either side to change their practice when it comes to rituals such as eating kosher and observing particular days.  He does not try to work towards unified agreement on these particular issues.  What he does do is try to change the way they think and behave towards each other and he does this by exploring the gospel from beginning to end.  The weak have been judging the strong and the strong have been despising the weak (Romans 14:3).  It is these attitudes towards each other that must be adjusted and the way to adjust them is to help each group come to a fuller understanding of the gospel.  

In the introduction to his letter Paul reminds the strong (who despise the weak) that the faith to which they cling is deeply routed in Judaism.  Deeply rooted in other words in the tradition which they despise.  The gospel was promised by the prophets.  Christ is descended from David.  Yet, before any of the despised “weak” can jump and say, “See! This is what we have been saying all along!”  Paul presses on.  He writes of the broad scope of the gospel.  He himself has been commissioned to bring about the obedience of faith among all the nations (Romans 1:1-6).  The history– indeed the very nature of the gospel, is about bringing wildly different people together.  Paul does not want everybody to eat kosher.  Neither does he expect everybody to join the camp of the strong.  The only umbrella that he seeks to bring these different groups together under is the gospel.  There will always be those whose practice of Christianity is different from our own, but the better all of us understand the gospel the better we will be able to walk and worship together.  


The Author's Burden

After encountering Jesus on the road to Damascus, Paul went to Arabia (Galatians 1:17).  Based on a connection that Paul makes later in the letter to the Galatians (4:25) and the background provided by the Old Testament– particularly the story of Elijah, I suggested in a previous blog that Paul went to Mount Sinai.  There at Sinai he encountered God, and received a new commission.  The man who once demonstrated his zeal through violent opposition to the church will now show that zeal in a new way– by taking the name of Jesus before Gentiles and kings and the children of Israel.  What exactly is this recommissioned and zealous prophet supposed to announce?  How has Paul’s understanding of what it means to be zealous for God changed from persecuting the church to promoting the church?  Both of these questions are answered by facing another, more fundamental, question– how is Paul after his encounter with Jesus now reading the Bible differently?  

There is a pattern in the first pages of the Bible.  That pattern is grace, rebellion, judgement, new grace.  It is seen in the story of creation.  God in his grace creates humanity and gives them not just everything they need to survive, but to thrive.  He places them in a garden that is bursting with fruit that is good to eat.  Humanity responds to this grace in rebellion.  They take of the tree from which they have been told not to eat, and their eyes are opened.  God judges their rebellion by casting them out of the garden, and death enters the world.  Then God gives new grace.  He clothes the naked man and woman and promises a deliverer who will break the power of evil.  Grace.  Rebellion.  Judgement.  New grace.  

The pattern is followed a chapter later in the story of Cain and Abel.  God in his grace gives Adam and Eve a son and Abel a brother.  Cain, in jealousy rises up against his brother and kills him.  God judges Cain, saying to him that he will be a fugitive and a wanderer on the earth.  Cain cries out, “My punishment is more than I can bear.”  God responds with new grace, promising to be his protector and defender.  Grace. Rebellion.  Judgement.  New grace.  The last time we encounter the pattern is in the story of the people of Babel.  God blesses the people and they thrive.  In rebellion they say, “Let us remain in one place.  Let us make a name for ourselves. Let us build a tower with its top in the heavens.”  God in judgement comes down, views their piddling tower, confuses their language, and scatters them across the earth.  Something important happens to the pattern in its final rendition, or rather doesn’t happen.  There is no new grace.  There is no blessing to follow the judgement.  It’s as though God has grown weary of humanity’s repeated rebellion.  

Then after Genesis 11– the story of Babel, and the final rendition for the grace, rebellion, judgement, new grace pattern, comes Genesis 12. Here we find the story of Abraham.  (I know we first meet him as Abram, but I have chosen to use the same name throughout.)  God says to Abraham, “Go from your country and your kindred and your father’s house to the land that I will show you. And I will make of you a great nation, and I will bless you and make your name great, so that you will be a blessing. I will bless those who bless you, and him who dishonours you I will curse, and in you all the families of the earth shall be blessed” (Genesis 12:1-3). 

Interestingly, after the people of Babel have made a mess of things by saying repeatedly “Let us,” God responds with “I will.”  There is significant overlap between what the people of Babel attempted to do for themselves and what God promises to do for Abraham.  With his encounter with Jesus fresh in his mind Paul must have seen this.  He must have recognized the connection between Babel and Abraham.  That is, he recognized that Abraham is God’s new grace following the story of Babel.  Abraham and his family are intended as God’s blessing to the whole world.  In fact, what God is doing is in complete contrast to what the people of Babel did.  They are concerned with their name, their city, their nation.  God is concerned with all the families of the earth and he demonstrates this concern through Abraham’s line which is to be the pathway through which all these families are blessed.  God’s concerns are much broader than Abraham and his descendants.  That in itself would not have been entirely new to Paul.  What is different is that Paul now begins to understand that the blessing is not passive.  It is not simply “will be blessed,” but will be blessed as they bless Abraham.  The families of the earth can choose to get on board with what God is doing through Abraham.  So, what exactly is God doing through Abraham?

Paul had always thought that it was all about the many descendants.  He was wrong.  The descendants are peripheral.  They are a consequence, not a cause.  Something else stands at the centre of God’s work.  Abraham, after all, is already 75 when God calls him and he has no children.  By the time he’s a hundred he has only one son, and he’s ready to give him back.  The story must be about more than father Abraham’s many sons.  At the centre of the story is Abraham’s faith.  The way to get on board with what God is doing through Abraham, is faith.  This is most clearly evident in Genesis 15 when God cuts a covenant with Abraham.  

Covenant is not a word we use very often anymore but, we still practice covenants– like marriage.  What we say through a covenant is, “This is what I will do.  If I do it, may I be blessed.  If I fail to do it, may I be cursed.”  God enters into a covenant with Abraham saying, “This is what I will do for you.”  This covenant is a response to Arbaham’s faith.  Before God gives the covenant, Abraham believed God and it was credited to him as righteousness (Genesis 15:6).  Paul begins to understand that the way into the blessing that God has promised is not the bloodline of Abraham, but though faith in God’s promise. 

If this is true then the Gentiles– the Romans and Greeks and Scythians, can receive the blessing that God has promised through faith.  These non-Jews will– through faith, receive the blessing of the God of Israel.  The commission of the prophet, or better apostle, is to go out and proclaim the good news of Jesus, and invite Jews and Gentiles into communities of Jesus’ people who have received blessing through Abraham like faith.  The dividing the wall that once separated people has been broken down.  In one of Paul’s letters he likely quotes a baptismal formula saying, “There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free, there is no male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus.”  It is about faith.

This is all wonderful theory.  Then it has to be lived out, and it becomes incredibly messy, incredibly quickly.  A Gentile sits beside a Jew and they think differently and they act differently and they begin to judge one another because one eats pork and one doesn’t.  One observes this holiday and the other doesn’t.  These communities that Paul and other early Christians formed around Jesus begin to splinter around such issues.  In Romans, Paul sets out to put the community in Rome back together again by calling their attention to the Gospel.  The better they understand the Gospel the more able they will be able to maintain meaningful unity across their many differences.  This is what the book of Romans is about– the Gospel transforming our life together.  It teaches very different believers how to follow Christ together.

Meet the Author– The Apostle Paul

When we first read of Paul in Acts he is described as “ravaging the church,” “dragging off men and women” (8:3) and “breathing threats and murder” (Acts 9:1).  Of course, people do all kinds of evil things for all kinds of reasons.  It is worth asking why this particular man does these particular evil things?  What is there in the Bible that would encourage someone like Paul to violently attack his fellow Jews?  Paul himself says only that his behaviour toward the church was the ultimate example of his zeal as a Pharisee (Philippians 3:5-6).  There are two Old Testament stories in which zeal plays a prominent role.  One is the story of Phinehas and the other is the story of Elijah.  The story of Phinehas unfolds roughly as follows.

Israel– once enslaved in Egypt, has been rescued by God’s mighty hand.  According to the biblical record of that rescue the Israelites spent most of the time between Egypt and the Promised Land grumbling.  There was the lack of meat.  There was the over familiar taste of manna.  There was Moses’ stumbling leadership.  Water was in short supply and death seemed always to be imminent.  In the midst of all this grumbling, they miss the fact that the surrounding nations are terrified of them.  These nations are terrified that these people of God are many and strong– and their God is on their side.  Motivated by this fear, a king decides that something must be done to prevent Israel from taking his land.  His plan?  He hires a soothsayer to curse the people of Israel for him.  Only the soothsayer can’t do it.  Every time he tries to speak a curse, a blessing comes out instead.  The king is furious.  This isn’t what he paid for after all.  The soothsayer– perhaps desperate to earn his keep, comes up with another plan.  He tells the Moabite king to send his women in and seduce the Israelite men.  Then the Israelite men– wrapped foolishly around the little fingers of the Moabite women, can be convinced to worship other gods.  

The plan works.  Israel spins into rebellion against God and Moses.  God punishes the Israelites for their unfaithfulness with a plague.  Things are collapsing.  Jarringly, in the midst of the turmoil an Israelite man walks into the camp with a Moabite woman and in full view of everyone, the couple slips into his tent.  This, of course, is exactly what’s causing the problem, and something must be done!  Phinehas– the hero of the story, takes action, and pins them both to the ground with one stroke of his spear (Numbers 25).  A Psalm says of him that his actions are credited to him as righteousness from generation to generation (Psalm 106:30).  That phrase “credited to him as righteousness” is an important one for Paul.  This is what zeal looks like.  This is what it looks like to be committed to the law of God.  The obedient people must take action– sometimes, even with sword and spear and destroy the disobedient lest all of Israel be punished.  

The second story is the story of Elijah.  Israel, led by her king and queen have turned away from God and have begun to worship Baal. There is, however, one man who realizes that something must be done.  So, he challenges the priests of Baal to a showdown.  They will build two altars on a mountain one for the God of Israel and one for Baal.  They will sacrifice an animal and lay it on the altars.  The prophets of Baal will call on Baal to send fire on his altar and Elijah will call on God to send fire on his altar.  Whoever answers is the true God.  The Biblical author has fun telling this story.  He tells us that the prophets of Baal are shouting and slashing themselves with swords and they are met with silence from heaven.  Elijah begins to mock their efforts, suggesting that their god must be either asleep or on the toilet.  As you probably have begun to suspect, there is no answer.  The offering stays on the altar unburned.  Then Elijah turns to his altar he douses it with water and he prays, and… FIRE FROM HEAVEN!  The people cry out, “The Lord, he is God; the Lord he is God!”  This is where most Sunday school lessons end, but it is not where the story ends. 

“Elijah said to them “Seize the prophets of Baal; let none of them escape.” And they seized them and brought them down to the brook Kishon and slaughtered them there” (1 Kings 18:40).  This is what zeal looks like.  The obedient people must take action– sometimes, even with sword and spear, and destroy the disobedient from among Israel.  To fail to do so is to be disobedient yourself.  To fail to do so is to allow the cancer of idolatry to grow.  

This is what motivates Paul.  He sees the Christians as unfaithful, and he recognizes that their unfaithfulness endangers all of Israel.  The only logical response to such a situation is for the zealous to take action.  Paul– “circumcised on the eighth day, of the people of Israel, of the tribe of Benjamin, a Hebrew of Hebrews; as to the law, a Pharisee; as to zeal, a persecutor of the church” (Philippians 3:5-6), is the kind of person to take action when it is needed.  It is in the midst of doing this that Paul encounters Jesus and immediately things have to change.  By the mere fact of Jesus’ appearance at least three things have to change. 


  1. Paul had thought that Jesus was dead and he know knows him to be alive.

  2. Jesus speaks to him from heaven. Jesus, therefore, is not only alive, but also glorified.

  3. Jesus did not reject what was likely to Paul the most offensive claim about him– that he was the Messiah. This opens the possibility that Jesus is the Messiah. So, Paul’s picture of the Messiah needs to change. He can no longer be understood simply as a national hero. A king in the line of David who would rescue Israel from Roman oppression and usher in an era of peace and righteousness.


Paul still reads the same Scriptures, worships in the temple, gathers with fellowJews in the Synagogue, and he– zealous Jew that he is, must figure out how he could have missed the Jewish Messiah.  He begins in the only place he can begin.  He begins with Scripture.  Tying to discern what he had missed that should have pointed him to Jesus.  When he recounts his own transformation he moves immediately from meeting Jesus to a sojourn in Arabia (Galatians 1:17).  Arabia was a large kingdom to the east of Damascus but, Paul likely has a specific part of it in mind.  The only other time in the New Testament that Arabia is mentioned is at the end of Galatians when Paul speaks of Mount Sinai in Arabia (Galatians 4:25).  When Paul writes of going away into Arabia in Galatians 1 it is likely that he is writing of going to Sinai.  Many significant biblical events took place at Sinai, and it is not surprising to see Paul going there as he tries to discern what is happening and what he has missed.  There is a particular event most connected to Paul.  Remember that Elijah is one of the examples from which Paul drew inspiration.  It was Elijah who had demonstrated what it was to be zealous for God.  He had modelled how Paul was to respond to the early church.  Zealous for the Lord, he had killed those prophets of Baal.  And afterwards Elijah– who is in a world of trouble with the king and queen at this point, flees to Horeb (another name for Sinai).The picture is similar to Paul.  A prophet violently zealous for the Lord goes to Sinai.  There Elijah encounters God, and God says to him, “Go return on your way to the wilderness of Damascus” (1 Kings 19:15) Upon his returns Elijah is to anoint kings.  Now notice what Paul does after his time at Sinai, “I returned again to Damascus” (Galatians 1:17).  Paul is doing more than telling us the geography of where he went.  He’s giving us a hint that we should see him as similar to Elijah.  In fact, there is one more similarity.  Elijah is to anoint kings, Paul is to carry Christ’s name before Gentiles and kings and the children of Israel (Acts 9:15).  Paul wants us to see him not just as a man who converts from one faith to another, but as a prophet who has been commissioned to bring the word of God before Genitles and kings and the children of Israel.  In the next devotional we will examine the content of the message that Paul is to proclaim.  


Appreciation Months

Every fall I receive gifts, cards, hearty pats on the back and words of encouragement and I enjoy it.  It’s nice to be appreciated.  Nicer still to be appreciated for a whole month!  I am glad that somebody, somewhere decided that October should be Pastor Appreciation Month.  I am glad that my church observes this sacred tradition!  Yet, the truth is that we pastors typically receive a lot of appreciation.  Decisions often wait until the pastor has spoken.  We hear, “Good sermon, Pastor!” and “Thank you for praying for me.”  Yes, being a pastor is a wonderful calling.  I enjoy it too much to call for a halt to Pastor Appreciation Month, but maybe we could add some more months to our calendar.  Maybe we need a Sunday School Coordinator Appreciation Month, a Guy Who Changes The Furnace Filters Appreciation Month, Board Member Who Drives An Hour To Be There Appreciation Month, a Call Me At The Last Minute And I’ll Help Person Appreciation Month, a Prayer Warrior Appreciation Month, a Youth Leader Appreciation Month.  The list could and should go on and on.  The church is a body and every part must do its bit if the body is to run.  If that’s true I suppose Pastor’s are on about the same level as eyebrows.  You’d look funny without them but, there are far more important parts doing far more important things.  Its a pleasure to be a part of this body!

6 Things I Want My Kids to Know for Back to School

I always smirk when I read these kinds of things. I picture my kids gathering around while I sit in my easy chair and asking me to speak about a particular topic. They sit quietly at my feet, they never interrupt, and then they leave happier and wiser because I have spoken. Yeah. Does. Not. Happen. That. Way. In our family we talk about things in bits and pieces– at the supper table, when we’re in the car, when we say good night, between conversations about Minecraft, sports and that hilarious thing on TikTok. Sometimes I head off on tangents. Sometimes my kids interrupt. Sometimes they even disagree, but when they’re older and wiser they’ll look back and remember I was right. Maybe. Here are some of the things that I want my kids to hear as they prepare to go back to school.

1. You get to go back to school!
Education is a blessing. Sometimes we get so fascinated by our navels that we forget to look up and appreciate the broader context. Starting September 8 my kids will be in a classroom with teachers who dedicate their working lives to teaching history, languages, arts and sciences. The goal of this journey is to empower them to shape their own career and life paths. Education is remarkably effective at doing this. There is no better tool for lifting entire communities out of poverty and not everyone enjoys this opportunity.

2. Honour your teachers
Teaching well is not easy. Just as in any profession there are teachers who mail it in. There are some who manage to be out the doors before the kids on Friday afternoon. There are also teachers like our neighbour. When the school building closed this spring, her living room window became a chalkboard and her front step became her desk. There was a weeks long stream of students handing in assignments and picking up new ones. This kind of teaching takes hard work. This fall, that hard work will be more difficult as teachers face the additional challenge of implementing procedures to prevent the spread of disease, and perhaps the occasional student, or parent who doesn’t want to comply.

3. God is our security.
It is scary to go back to school knowing that it will be different, and not knowing how different it will be. One thing hasn’t changed. God is with us. Some of us are fighting to get back to normal because that is where we found our security. Some of us are fighting for more caution because that is where we find our security. All of us need to remember that nothing in all of creation can separate us from our God. He is our security.

4. God is the source of authority in our lives.
Most of us have a fierce streak of don’t-tread-on-me-individualism. My kids can probably recite my annual post halloween rant about not needing a note from the school telling me not to send candy in their lunches. If I want to send a Mars bar, I’ll send a Mars bar! This year I’m trying to refrain from such rants because they are disrespectful to authority. This is a matter of particular importance because Scripture claims that God is the source of authority (Romans 13:2).

5. The second great commandment is to love our neighbours.
We could argue for days about whether or not masks prevent the spread of Covid but, put that aside for a moment. What if all masks do is make others more comfortable? What if a student in your child’s class has had a heart transplant, or lung disease, or a relative that died from Covid and wearing a mask would make him or her feel more comfortable? Wouldn’t putting a mask on be the loving thing to do?

6. Love always costs us something.
Immediately on the heels of the call to love our neighbours, Jesus tells a story about a Samaritan who reached across a deep cultural divide and gave of his time and finances to help someone (Luke 10:29-37). Real love always requires some giving of ourselves. It requires laying down our time, our money, or even our lives. Wearing a mask might make my kids uncomfortable but, if they choose to follow Christ they will be called to lay down far greater things than this.

I hope you and your kids have a great start to the school year and a big thank you to all those teachers who are working hard to make this school year happen!

Believer's Baptism by Immersion

Baptism
On a Saturday evening as I stared into two inches of cold water in the bottom of the church’s baptismal tank the thought came unbidden, “I should have been an Anglican! Or a Catholic! Or a Lutheran!” The tank should have been full of to the brim with whirlpool warm water by now. It wasn’t– and that meant the baptismal service was going to be very cold. We Baptists, after all, are little concerned with the temperature of the water but, we are absolutely convinced that there must be a lot of it. This wasn’t the first time that baptism by immersion had caused me trouble. There was the first outdoor baptism I ever performed. The candidate shared his testimony on the beach and I told him, “Let’s walk out until the water is waist deep.” We walked until the congregation on the shore was barely visible and the water still hadn’t risen above our knees. Another time I miscalculated the time it would take to fill the tank. On that occasion the beanie babies, and matchbox cars that had been carefully stored away for Operation Christmas Child were all buried with Christ in the waters of baptism.
Across the church there are a wide variety of practices relating to baptism. There are two things that make our practice of baptism unique. The first is that we baptize only believers. The second is that we baptize by immersion. So why do we do it this way? There’s a bit of doggerel now approaching two hundred years old that attempts an explanation:

Not at the Jordan River,
But in the flowing stream,
Stood John the Baptist Preacher,
When he baptized the Lamb,
So Jesus was a Baptist,
And thus the Baptists came.

So there you have it! John was a Baptist and Jesus was a Baptist so, why would anybody ever do anything any differently? As is usually the case the answer is a little bit more complicated..

The Baptism of Believers
On the day of Pentecost Peter, got up to preach the first sermon in the history of the Christian church then he went to the back of the church to shake everyone’s hand and hear them tell him what a nice sermon it was. Well, not quite! If they had been in a church Peter never would have made it to the back. His sermon had left everyone clambering for an answer to one question, “Brothers, what shall we do?” Peter’s answer is straightforward, “Repent and be baptized everyone of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of sins, and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit” (Acts 2:37-38). This is the beginning of a pattern that will occur throughout the book of Acts. The first step in response to Jesus has two parts that are wound intricately together: repentance/ belief and baptism. They are never separated. This is what happens when Philip preaches the gospel in Samaria (Acts 8:12). It is what happens when Peter preaches to Cornelius and his friends (Acts 10:43-48). It is what happens when Paul preaches to the Philippian jailer (Acts 16:30-34). This tying together of belief and baptism in the New Testament is the reason our church practices believer’s baptism.

Baptism by Immersion
Contrary to the poem above, John wasn’t the first Baptist. I am somewhat disappointed to tell you that Jesus wasn’t a Baptist either. The first Baptist didn't arrive on the scene until 1609. That’s the year that John Smyth stood in front of his congregation of English refugees living in Holland and baptized himself by pouring, before proceeding to baptize the rest of his congregation. Yes, you read that right the first baptist baptized himself and, yes he did it by pouring. In fact, baptism by immersion wasn’t commonly practiced until several decades later. If nothing, else this little history lesson should teach us to hold our view humbly! It also leads to a question– what changed between the beginning and the middle of the 1600s? Why begin with pouring and then change to immersion? Remember, this is the time of the reformation and during the reformation there is a sense among some people that everything needs to be questioned. It is no longer enough to argue from tradition instead, the church must be taken back to its source– the New Testament. When Smyth’s descendants begin to examine what the New Testament says about the how of baptism, they take note of several things. First, the usual meaning of the Greek word for baptism is something like “to dip.” Second, they notice that the practice of the early church is to bring the believer to the water and not the water to the believer. For instance when the Ethiopian eunuch decides to be baptized he doesn’t pass Philip the bottle of Evian from the cup holder in his chariot. Instead they take advantage of the fact that they are close to enough water for them to “go down into” and "come up out of” it (Acts 8:26-40).
Now you might say, “So what? Is it really important that we try to copy this way of doing baptism?” Fair enough but, before we make room on the stage by boarding up the baptismal, consider one more thing. Consider the meaning of baptism– not the word but the act. What does it mean to be baptized? This is a difficult question to answer because baptism is a symbol that points in a variety of directions. It is the washing away of our sins. It is the putting off of sin and the putting on of righteousness. It is also death and new life. In Romans Paul vividly describes baptism as being “buried with Christ” and being raised “to walk in newness of life" (Romans 6:1-4). This being buried with Christ and raised to new life is beautifully shown in the act of baptism by immersion. The believer is buried in the water and his or her old sinful person is put to death. They emerge from the water as if raised from the dead. Through the power of God they are new people, created for a new life.
This is what we believe about baptism. This is the reason I refilled that tank and entered into the cold water– to testify to the life-giving power of the gospel.

Making the Church Run

The church is a little bit like an old car that you find find parked in the shelter belt of a farm somewhere. Perhaps you hand over a few hundred dollars to a farmer who can barely believe that you would pay him to take the piece of junk out of his yard. You load the 1950 something Chevrolet onto a trailer and you haul it home and put it in your shop. You stand back and look at the rusted and dented thing and declare, “Yep… It’s a car.” That’s about as far as the creeds get us, “I believe in the church.” It’s about as far as we often think but, there’s more. Something must be done with it. So now what? Well, I suspect that if you’re the kind of person who hauls rusted out old cars home you might also be the kind of person who isn’t content to say, “It’s a car.” You want to make it run. Before long you’re cleaning the carburetor and checking spark-plugs and learning how to pump the gas pedal just right and hoping and praying for that glorious moment when the dead comes to life. It does but, you’re still not satisfied. You turn wrenches and bang knuckles and learn that you can not only make this thing run, you can make it purr like a kitten.
How do we make the church run well? What is the ecclesiastical equivalent of cleaning out the carburetor and swapping spark plugs? We begin by realizing that if you are a part of a church, and all Christians should be a part of a church, then a significant portion of the responsibility to make the church run well rests with you. You can’t outsource it to a consultant, a regional minister, the denominational head office, the deacons, the elders, a pastor or any alleged expert in the matter. You may ask their advice, certainly but the responsibility rests with you. You may never sit on a board or a committee or hold a title beyond ‘brother’ or ‘sister’ but, if you are a part of a church your responsibility is inescapable. The phrase that is used to describe this inescapable responsibility is congregational governance. We catch glimpses of this congregational governance in the New Testament. It is a local church under the guidance of the Holy Spirit, that launches Paul’s first missionary journey (Acts 13:1-4). It is a local church that administers the Lord’s Supper (1 Corinthians 11:17-34). It’s the local church that handles sensitive matters of church discipline (Matthew 18:15-19). I think you can tie all of this together by saying that as a member of the church you have a responsibility to ensure that the gospel is lived and taught.
Let’s focus for a moment on the second part of that responsibility– ensuring that the gospel is taught. One of the disciplines I was encouraged to practice as a young pastor was to keep a folder full of cards, letters and notes of encouragement. On difficult days, it is not even necessary to read any of this appreciation. One needs only to look at the bulging folder and take courage. Later, someone suggested that I should begin a second, complimentary file containing all the rebuke and correction I have received. I told him, I didn’t think it was wise to keep a hit list in my desk but, be assured me that wasn’t the intent. On some days we need encouragement and on some days we need to be humbled. Perhaps, it says something about my vanity that I never started that second file. This separates me from the churches in Galatia. When they read Paul’s words, “I am astonish that you are so quickly deserting the one who called you in the grace of Christ and are turning to a different gospel” (Galatians 1:6), they must have wanted to put the whole thing in the circular filing cabinet but, they didn’t. They kept this word of correction.
The precise nature of the problem that called for this word of correction will become somewhat clearer as the letter unfolds. Right from the beginning however, we learn something of the root of the problem. It is arising because, “there are some who trouble you and want to distort the gospel of Christ” (Galatians 1:7). Notice who takes responsibility for this. The false teachers are in for it to be sure but, Paul begins by calling the Galatian church on the carpet. It is they who are deserting the gospel. It is they who have allowed this teaching to take root. They bear responsibility for this trouble because they must determine whether the teaching they are choosing to listen to lines up with the gospel they have received. Paul says that they are even to subject his words to this litmus test, “even if we or an angel from heaven should proclaim a gospel contrary to what we proclaimed to you, let that one be accursed!” (Galatians 1:8) The local church bears responsibility to ensure that those who teach in the church are teaching and preaching the gospel. If you’re a part of a church this is your responsibility.
God does not give anyone outside of this church the responsibility to ensure that this church is preaching the gospel. That’s your job, so you better do it! That means you’ve got to know your stuff. That means that you better invest some study and prayer in understanding the gospel. It also means you’ve got to have some pretty strong knees. Sometimes the people who are twisting the gospel into no gospel are intimidating characters. They’ve been to seminary, they have titles like Reverend or Doctor. No title can excuse a twisted gospel and according to the Bible the responsibility to ensure that the local church is teaching the gospel rests with the congregation.
I have chosen to focus on this part of the local church’s responsibility because our church is about to make an important decision. We are about to decide whether to call someone to live and teach the gospel among us as pastor. Sure, it would be easier if we could delegate this responsibility to somebody in a denominational head office but, we can’t. The New Testament calls the local church to seek the will of God together, to preach and teach and live the gospel together. So over the coming weeks I invite you to be a part of this process. Listen carefully to the preaching and teaching of the candidate. Talk with members of the search committee about the process. Spend time on your knees asking that the Holy Spirit would speak to us and that we would listen.

Grieving and Celebrating on Canada Day


This Sunday, Parry Stelter from Word of Hope Ministries (wordofhopeministries.ca) will be taking part in our online service. Parry will be speaking about the somewhat thorny issue of celebrating Canada Day as an Indigenous man. He has recently written articles on the issue that you can read here and here.
It may seem hard to believe that celebrating Canada Day could be a thorny issue after all, the beaver is a truly proud and noble animal, Canada is the second largest landmass, the first nation of hockey and the best part of North America but, that’s not the whole story. Parry reminds us that our history includes the sometimes accidental and sometimes deliberate introduction of European disease, it includes removal of people from their homelands, it includes residential schools and the sixties scoop. He also reminds us that the problems are not all in the past. They still exist in child welfare systems, homelessness, infant mortality, disease and mental health issues. Parry calls on us to acknowledge the past and in the power of the Spirit, to move forward together. I suspect that more than a few of us non-indigenous Canadians are willing to give a hearty amen to the second half of that sentence and perhaps less willing to voice our support for the first half but, I think they belong together. What I am saying is that there can be room in our moving forward for grief. In fact, if we are to move forward in a way that is healthy there must be room for grief.
A number of years ago one of my relatives suffered a life altering injury. Part of my response was to get on the phone and ask my brothers and sisters in the Lord to pray. Those were difficult phone calls and I occasionally had trouble getting the words out. Most people responded to my sorrow in a predictable way– they tried to cheer me up but, I didn’t want to be cheered up. In that moment, what I wanted more than anything was men and women with the courage of Job’s friends. I wanted friends who would sit with me on the ground for seven days and seven nights without speaking a word or, at least say “this sucks” and stare silent and helpless into cups of black coffee.
There is a reason we try to cheer up those who are mourning and it’s not compassion. It’s cowardice. We do not try to lift the spirits of mourners for their good but, for our own. We would rather that they be happy than that we have to sit with them for a time under that great black weight. Sometimes however, that is all there is to do. In those moments, we need the courage to mourn with those mourn, to hurt as though we ourselves have been wounded. “Ah,” you will say, “but don’t they need to move on with their lives?” Yes, they do and, I suspect they will but, you don’t get to determine the pace with which they move on or the direction they choose to go. I have walked with enough people in the midst of grief to know that there is always someone telling them their grief is taking too long or not long enough. They are too sad or not sad enough. Its so easy to coach someone in grief and so difficult to walk with them in grief.
As Parry’s article reminds us Christians are uniquely equipped to walk with those who are mourning, because we serve a man of sorrows who has carried our every wound and pain. We mourn but, we mourn with the hope that the very same thing that he is doing in us– healing our wounds, anger, resentment and unforgiveness, he is doing for others. Indeed we believe that he is doing this in all of creation. We do not celebrate the sin stained past. We grieve over it. Where those sins are ours, we repent of them and we move forward in hope and joy towards what will be. This is perhaps a uniquely Christian way of celebrating– brutally honest about our sins but, enormously hopeful for the future that God will give.

Following Jesus in a time of Fear

Then I turned to see the voice that was speaking to me, and on turning I saw seven golden lampstands, and in the midst of the lampstands one like a son of man, clothed with along robe and with a golden sash around his chest. The hairs of his head were white, like white wool, like snow. His eyes were like a flame of fire his feet were like burnished bronze, refined in a furnace and his voice was like the roar of many waters…
Revelation 1:12-15

It is a shame that the church has largely forgotten the last book of the Bible. There is no shortage of wild-eyed commentators ready to cram the Revelation of Jesus Christ into their end times scenarios but, far fewer who are willing to wrestle with the book as a piece of Christian literature with the power to shape disciples. We are too busy dissecting the book and not at all interested in reading it. We pull it to pieces, label its parts, pin them to a timeline and then, leave it for dead. Because of this faulty approach we encounter the one like a son of man described here in Revelation 1 and we analyze every bit of his appearance. The white hair means one thing and the golden sash another but, when we are done we forget to do what John did. He fell at his feet as though dead. We forget to fall on our faces in awe of the one who was dead and is alive forevermore.
The churches to whom John wrote on behalf of Jesus had good reason to be afraid. Being the church in Ephesus demanded patient endurance (2:2). The disciples in Smyrna faced tribulation (2:9). In Pergamum, the church lived where Satan had his throne (2:13). The Church in Philadelphia had but little power (3:8). The list could go on. There are seven churches each with their own struggles. Each with their own reasons to be afraid. Each in need of something more than a timeline. They needed encouragement. They needed the assurance that God still held the reins. They needed the assurance that Jesus walked in the midst of his churches. That the saviour held his people in the palm of his hand and, that he would not let them go. This is what lies at the very heart of the Revelation of Jesus Christ– a call to courage. This is what makes this last book of the Bible so important to disciples in all times and places.
The world has a long history of trying to make people in general, and disciples in particular, afraid. There were and are wars and rumours of wars. There was the threat of being thrown to the lions or burnt alive to provide light for Nero’s garden parties. There were trials and inquisitions. Today one party peddles fear of another– as if life as we know it will come to a screeching halt if election night ends with the map displaying too much of the wrong colour. One person is afraid because of the state of the environment. Another is afraid of the destruction environmentalists might wreak on the economy. Some voices call on us to be afraid of a new virus and other voices tell us that our real fear should be what our elected officials are up to under the cover of this virus. Against all of this fear, the Bible says hundreds of times “Do not be afraid!” Revelation, specifically calls us to join John at the feet of Jesus. There, at the feet of Jesus, we will find that our fears begin to disappear. Our fears disappear because at his feet we are reminded that every other kingdom will be shaken. Every other kingdom will eventually fall but, not his. In Discipleship on the Edge Darrell Johnson writes, “All other kingdoms rest on shaky feet. His kingdom rests on feet that endure forever.” Our trust is not in the tottering kingdoms of this world but in the kingdom that rests on the burnished feet of Jesus.
Disciples have to make real and important decisions about creation and our role in it, about politics, about economics, and about responding to a pandemic. This is unavoidable but, we do not make these decisions out of fear. We do not make these decisions based on who or, what we fear most. We make these decisions based on who we trust most– the one who reigns forever and ever.

Joy, Tears and Worshipping Together Again

My family, like so many others has learned a new routine since restrictions to prevent the spread of Covid-19 were put in place at the end of March. Despite the growing familiarity of this routine, I have had two daily reminders of the abnormality of life at the moment; my ever lengthening hair and, the sign posted on the main entrance announcing the cancellation of our Sunday morning gatherings. This week that sign changed, announcing the beginning of a return to our familiar Sunday morning routine. I am excited about returning to worship together but, I am also aware that it will be different.
When we talk about the church we are supposed to talk about more than bricks, budgets and butts. The church is more than numbers but, I’ll be the first to admit that I love it when our building is bursting at the seams on a Sunday morning. A church that is full of parents and grandparents visiting, teens hanging out, kids charging around and babies crying feels alive. By the time I climb onto the platform to deliver a sermon I am feeding on that energy and excitement. Our first Sundays back to worship aren’t going to feel quite the same. One of the hardest days I have experienced during this period happened near the beginning. On an afternoon in the middle of the week I was to meet with two other pastors from town. My daughter, following the advice of the provincial government was already staying home from school and decided that she would tag along for the afternoon. We went to her school, walked through its empty hallways and picked up all the things that should have stayed there until the end of June. From there, we stopped by Tim Horton’s to grab a treat for the meeting. I walked in and found the restaurant dark with the chairs stacked on top of the tables. We grew accustomed to these things over the course of the weeks but, in that moment it was unsettling. The world was not the way it was supposed to be.
As much as I look forward to opening the doors of the building on Sunday, there is a certain eeriness about it. Sunday morning will not be the way it is supposed to be. No handshakes. No hugs. No singing. Nothing passed from one pew to the next. It makes me think of an incident in the Old Testament book of Ezra. After their return from exile, the people begin work on reconstructing the temple. When the foundation is laid they gather to celebrate and a great shout of praise goes up from the people. Then “old men who had seen the first house, wept with a loud voice” (Ezra 3:12). Joy and tears mingled together in worship. Joy at what was accomplished and what lay ahead and tears for what had been lost. This is something that we should pay attention to because evangelical worship too often seeks to sound a note of unbroken joy. It need not be this way. There is room for tears in our worship as well.
Perhaps, on Sunday our emotions will be similarly mixed. There will be joy because we can gather together again. There will be sorrow because of those who cannot be with us. There will be frustration with the pace of the reopening. Ezra teaches us that we do not need to mask our emotions in order to worship. Whatever you are feeling on Sunday morning, know that God is pleased to hear your worship. Joy and tears mingled together.